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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

honey i'm home!

i'm back in Pittsburgh!
aaaand.... i'm exhausted but can't sleep.
i think i'm too excited.

and all i can keep thinking about is: "how can i make the space in this room go farther?"

ah... you can tell i'm jetlagging it already.

its 3 am -- and i want to be up at 730.

how you exist when you're living in a dreamworld

i leave in about an hour and a half! i am so excited, but last night i had quite a spell of falling apart. Considering that i haven't done much of that in a while, it surprised me, but I think it was good for me to get it out. i am both extremely excited and a bit terrified of going back to a place that holds so many memories for me. but considering that right now i feel like i'm caught in a melancholy stagnancy, almost like i'm living in a dream. i want to get out of it and get back to reality, get back to daily living and being able to grow and change. at home i just don't feel like i have that opportunity so much. so in that respect, i cannot wait to get back to Pittsburgh. i can't wait to get back to real life. don't get me wrong -- i will miss my family terribly, and i love them more than anything -- but right now at this point, i need friends.

so i begin the journey today, taking my step out of the awkward in-between.

"ready to go"

"DEJALO!"

Thursday, August 13, 2009

traveling one step at a time

"Remember that happiness is a way of travel - not a destination." ~Roy M. Gooman

So I won't have any outfits to show you for a while -- I packed all of my clothes into my loverly suitcases and i packed so tightly that i don't want to risk pulling anything out. >_<
So a whole leg of traveling coming for me soon enough, right now i'm enjoying my remaining time home. I will be seeing (500) Days of Summer again today... yes i love it that much!

I do have some special desires right now, though....

this adorable piece...