i find that doing things deliberately and with purpose often leads to heartbreak and pain -- but going through life without trying anything, without attempting anything monumental, without loving with all you have can leave you empty. i would rather feel pain and heartbreak tenfold than to be numb.
I did all this deliberately --
i decided that i was going to find something that made me happy and made me smile.
something that could fill a little bit of my life without eating my life completely.
i decided to cut my hair and fall in love with style.
...we'll see how i come out of it.
i promised myself that i would never again lead a life unexamined.
... i also promised myself that i would never again lead a life based on what other people think.
this is me.
...this is the life i mean for me. starting now.
so i've been searching around, looking for things and trying to set up how my dorm will look when i get back, etc. here's are a few things i found...
...there was other stuff...
this chair that i'm trying to get! (I want a chair to be able to chill and play my bass in... i think this would also be good as a prop for taking pictures :))
it looks like a good chair -- the wood is absolutely beautiful and the color of the upholstery is good too -- just needs a little lovin. :)
and for the curtain between Kate's side and my side -- i'm looking at these -- help me decide!